Friday, March 5, 2010 2:58 AM
HI ppl...i'm back...i'm still thinking whether i should write this here...ok since i'm here....i'll jux spit everything out....if u ask me do something based on my own understanding and if i say i dunno how to do or i dun understand the thing that i'm doing means i dunno....dun expect too much....if i said i'll do it according to my understanding means i'll do based on wat i know inside my brain....even if i dunno much....i'll still TYPE everything single alphabet out without copying...jux that it's not wat u wan doesn't mean i didn't put any effort...damn....i dun care wat u wanna do...cos i dun give a damn...i jux have to know that i really have given my best and try to put effort into projects...cos i used to not do my project at all...so i need time to change though i know it's wrong.....i really feel hurt when ppl dun appreciate my understanding yet wan me to write it out....cos that oni make me feel super insulted....so wat if u're good in the course???everybody have their good and bad....and i know it's part of my fault that this thing happen...but come on...everyone on earth need time to change and adapt to change....and i offered to help...but u dun give it a damn....and i really did reaearch....all bout the topic....but i feel that that's excellent so i oni use that...the rest are too chim or not much of help....and again....that's based on my understanding...dun like it...jux take my effort and find wat u like....everybody have different preference thinking........
wao...i jux realized that i've wrote that much....actually i feel more comfortable letting everything out...really...it feels like hooo...and make me think that i should have wrote long ago...den it won't bug me so much......
enough of my thinking....now lets talk bout life these few days.....these few days are no sleep night...today actually wanted to sleep ready but thought of letting my heart out so here i am blogging....oh ya one more thing...if u see this post and u dun like it, can u do me a favour???see that red box with a cross on the top right hand corner of this web page???jux click on it and u dun have to read anymore....
it's such a long long post today....cos i kept it for dunno how many days...and endure for dunno how long...the feeling really suck!!!gosh...i'll really hate anyone who give me this type of feeling again.....
ya...talk bout my life....mon will be WNS final exam...so gonna chiong for the weekend.....den will be HOLS!!!so happy...some ppl can oni stress me with work...when the person text or call me it's bout work work work!!!!i'm gonna go mad soon...if this continue...with so many things to do...so many things on my mind and i dunno to concentrate on which one cos all are equally important....so ya...anymore things pls dun give it to me first until i clear this mess of my life first...or else my life will be like a rubbish dump...everything u throw to me will be placed tgt and i'll dunno which one to start completing first......
enough of these...i'm really very very very tired...so i gonna Zzz now...nitez earth...nitez world.....having some giddiness....maybe cos of the long period of time starring into the com....
will end off here...
ps:i love u....when are u gonna take that love???
I <3 u for wat we are tgt as one...=*